Thursday, 13 March 2014

Raising Money

Now money is a word most of us get excited about whether it be Me taking it out of your filthy little hands or you watching My well manicured fingers flicking through the pile of cash I've just extracted.

However this time it's a little different. I WANT YOUR MONEY!!!

For charity, that is.

As you all know I have been unwell and ultimately have now been diagnosed with Crohn's disease so with that in mind I am raising money for My chosen charity and I want you to help to contribute towards it. Why? Because it will make Me happy and that's what your purpose in life is, right?

So get out those credit cards and wallets stuffed full of cash and help to get Me to My not unattainable goal of just £100.00. In fact lets see if we can exceed My expectations shall we?

Here's the link you need and you know what to do. I wonder who will be first?

JustGiving - Sponsor me now!

Sunday, 2 March 2014

Getting Back To 'Normal'

I don't even know how or why I am writing this to be honest but just feel that I should let people know that I am still alive and still very much involved with certain boys, the ones that have earned My attention by being there for Me and not expecting Me to be there to satisfy their needs.

The last post I wrote spoke of how I had been ill with stress but it didn't mention that I had also been suffering with other health issues too, mainly because it's nothing to do with anyone and partly because it's embarrassing. However last couple of months I have been very ill indeed and still am but there is light at the end of the tunnel. I have had various test, scopes and MRI's and so far I have been told that I have IBD and probably have had it for about 10yrs with the last 12 months building to it's worst.

Next week I will finally be diagnosed with either Crohn's Disease or Ulcerative Colitis. Sounds like a weird thing to be happy about but I am just waiting to get started on some treatment that will hopefully help Me to get My life back. I am not going to go into detail but suffice to say it has had a very profound effect on My life of late, interfering with eating habits, sleeping, every day life, work and pleasure time. Attending events has been a major issue so have been out of the loop for a while and just feel like I have been stuck in a bubble for so long.

My husband, Slave S and Macperv have been fabulous. They have either been there for Me to talk to and understand what I have been going through, been there to cheer Me up when I have been having quite literally a really shitty day (a little IBD humour lol, never mind) and also just being patient and waiting for when I have been able to contact them.

I haven't been doing any cam work at all and there have been very few full shot photos including My face mainly because I look so ill and also because I am exhausted all of the time and usually asleep by about 9pm and not by choice. That's usually the time when I manage to sit down to look at emails etc but instead of getting very far with that I have been falling asleep. It's quite funny actually, well it is now I know why it's happening.

Anyway, as I mentioned earlier, next week I get My diagnosis and can start to experiment with medication to get Me back to full health. This is something that I will live with for the rest of My life but it something that I will learn to cope with and learn to manage. If any of you out there have any advice for this then please do email Me,

Looking forward; I am hoping to finally get to meet Slave S and have him serve Me as we have spoke about many times, he's such a good boy/gurl (depending on the day lol) and I have been so proud of him and continue to be. He finally managed to get to 200 days orgasm free and tonight we shall celebrate this fact. How? Maybe an orgasm? Maybe another 200 days orgasm free hahahaha!

Looking forward; I am hoping to get My website up and running again but this time with a difference. I am going to explore moving in a slightly different direction, perhaps into a niche area if you will but one that I know there will be a fair bit of interest in. To be continued ....

Looking forward: I am hoping to get more involved with events again once it is possible for Me to do so. I want to be back where I feel at home and that is playing with My friends and meeting new like minded people.

Looking forward; I am hoping to satisfy My desires with Macperv. That is all I am willing to say on this matter.

Looking forward; I am hoping to get back to real time sessions but in line with what My website will be about.

So that's it, now you know.