Saturday, 29 June 2013

Little Piggy's Bacon Gets Fried

This is a story based on actual events and so it carries a very real message that you money boys should take heed of.

Once upon a time there was a little money piggy who came to see Miss Beth about Financial Domination and/or possibly blackmail. Little piggy showed his worth and was allowed into Miss Beth's stable. Eventually a blackmail contract was signed and little piggy had to hand over copious amounts of cash each month. It all started out just great.

One day it became quite apparent that little money piggy was a bit of a control freak and decided that he wouldn't complete tasks for Miss Beth because "it did nothing for him". Miss Beth took this into consideration and stopped asking for entertainment from him and decided the best option was to just take his money, after all that seemed to be his strength, so far.

After a while Miss Beth realised that She wanted the entertainment in her life and told him as much. Collections were once a month from piggy in person but even those lacked the spark that Miss Beth wanted and on one collection date little piggy didn't even stop to talk to Miss Beth he literally threw the cash at Her and walked off muttering an excuse about being seen or needing to get back to his shop or some crap. Miss Beth wasn't actually listening as by now all she could hear was her own heartbeat pounding in her head from being so completely pissed off by this little piggy's disrespectful behaviour. She so desperately wanted to toss the £300 out of the car window, shout piggy's name so that he could watch it all blow away but Miss Beth wasn't stupid, she had made the effort to collect and she needed reimbursing for this so seething with anger, drove off cash firmly in her hand.

The contract finally came to an end and little piggy left Miss Beth's service. Miss Beth was actually slightly relieved as this little piggy had stressed her out so much. Little piggy emailed occasionally and slowly money started to exchange hands again but this time with no contract. This suited Miss Beth just fine. Then one day, some months later little piggy contacted Miss Beth again and suggested that she join a new site called saying that he would pay the joining fee. Miss Beth looked at the site and decided it seemed like a nice place to be.

So roll on a couple more months little piggy had racked up a total of £500 that needed to be paid to Miss Beth and one other very important Lady. Miss Beth tried to contact piggy to arrange collection but her emails kept getting returned unsent. Strange, Miss Beth thought, piggy had either deleted his email account or he had blocked Her. However he still made appearances on the community they were both members of. So Miss Beth emailed him there and so did the other Lady. Still no reply.

Then 3 days later Miss Beth had a reply saying he needed to stop what he was doing and had only £200 of the £500 he had AGREED to pay. Miss Beth and the other Lady were sorely disappointed in piggy's behaviour. Over the following couple of days piggy's attitude took a turn for the worse and the ugly control freak raised his pathetic head once again so after much discussion between Miss Beth and the other Lady they reached a decision.

The other Lady removed little piggy from the community because he had broken one of the golden rules; once an agreement/arrangement has been made with a Lady there is no backing out or it will result in membership termination. Then Miss Beth sent pathetic piggy an email telling him to keep his measly amount of cash as he obviously needed it and neither Miss Beth or the other Lady actually wanted his cash now that it was tainted with his attitude.

Little piggy didn't reply to Miss Beth. Shocker!

So wannabe piggy's/wallet boys/human atm's/cash cows/lira losers or whatever other nickname you want to adopt, let this be an important lesson to you. Genuine Financial Mistress's have standards and no amount of money will make Her stoop lower than that. If you are under the misconception that you hold all the cards because you supply the cash then you are nothing but a deluded wanker and not worthy of any Mistress's attention. Once your true colours are on full view you will be dumped quicker than a sack of shit.

Friday, 28 June 2013

My Sissy Maid F - The Beginning

So for quite some time I have been gathering things together for My husband (wife, thank you Bella) to become My sissy maid. Some of you may recall a post about his desire to do this and My trepidation to help him. Firstly I want to clarify that I have no problem with Sissy Maids or FeMales but whatI have had to deal with is discovering with My husband his desire to become a sissy maid on the odd occasion.

We knew kink before we met each other but neither of us had acted on it before we became a partnership. Discovering this fantastic world together has been an awesome experience and yes I/we do feel lucky to have found each other to do this. So during our time together he has always been My slave and when he mentioned the sissy maid desire to Me I was slightly confused.

We discussed it at length (I will not go into detail about that) and boundaries were made and agreed upon and so it was decided that this will not be replacing My #1 slave but it will be another persona he can adopt at particular times of My choosing and mutual agreement.

I decided My maid should be a classy one, one which could serve Me at events and serve Me properly and correctly. My slave is someone who is there for entertainment so My maid would not be. So I decided I wanted nothing revealing for his outfit, everything should be covered and I/he had no desire to have boobs so that was taken into account also.

I found the perfect place to have his uniform custom maid as finding something suitable for a 6'4" sissy maid is no easy task. All the measurements were sent off to Cosplay and 6 weeks later it arrived! Immediately I told him to strip and try it on. To see My slave, My husband in a dress was something quite hard for Me to come to terms with. I am not going to lie and make Myself sound so perfect, it did bother Me to begin with and I nearly threw it in the bin.

Several weeks passed and I broached the subject again with him, I told him that I needed to be in control of this all the way. He was allowed to voice an opinion but I would have the final say in everything, even down to the tights he wore. He agreed to this and could understand My feelings. So I got back online and took the bull by the horns and picked his entire outfit.

  • Underskirts
  • French knickers
  • Camisole top
  • Tights
  • Earrings
  • Gloves
  • Shoes
  • Wig
  • Makeup
The last one I wavered on for a few days wondering if I was doing the right thing? I have only ever seen My husband as a man, I'm not a Domme that see's submission as a form of weakness or a slur against masculinity but for some reason I was having an issue with him wearing makeup. Judge Me all you like but My feelings are My own, no matter how fucked up they may seem to others.

So gradually the parcels arrived and I laid them out in My bedroom so I could get a picture forming of what My maid would look like. Finally it was all there, waiting to be used, all we needed now was the time and space to take that first step into the unknown. Then of course life happened. Holidays. Sick family. Jobs etc and all the time his excitement and My curiosity grew.

Then to last Sunday, I woke him after 3hrs sleep from coming off the night shift. We were alone and My mind was ready. This was it. I woke him, gave him his french knickers, camisole top and tights and told him we needed to go to town to do some shopping and he had to wear this under his regular clothes. He smiled so much and immediately thanked Me.

Shopping was fun and when we returned I took him upstairs and produced his dress. He looked at Me and asked Me if I was sure? I told him he should know Me well enough by now and that if I wasn't, we wouldn't be doing it.

I dressed him Myself as I wanted it to be perfect and all under My steam. Underwear, underskirts, dress, shoes and wig were applied and he looked OK, however I knew then that the makeup was a must. Wig removed and her kneeling before Me I applied just a light makeup, enough to finish the look but less than a drag queen would wear.

I stood back and looked at My creation and instantly a smile spread across My face and it just happened naturally. I knew right there that what I had helped create was something I was actually extremely happy with. Without a word she curtsied before Me and I felt so proud.

I took her downstairs and started on her training immediately; how she should walk, stand, curtsy, greet Me and how she should sit if she is invited to. Then I set her to work cooking dinner and removing My nail polish off My toes.

As she sat there tending to My needs I couldn't help but feel oh so excited and I can't explain why, all I know is that it felt fabulous and it made Me happy. I looked to her and she looked happy also.

So without further ado I present to you My sissy maid Fanny:

 Perfectly presented Fanny

 We need to work on that curtsey!

Straight to work

Tuesday, 11 June 2013

A Bit Of A Catch Up

Well My lovely readers I think it's high time we had a bit of a catch up/recap on things that have been happening in My life of late. This isn't in any order, just how it comes to My mind as I write.

So the vanilla job I have is going OK I guess, I love visiting the big wealthy houses, feeling the opulence envelop me and snuggle me into it's luscious Chanel covered bosom. It gives Me time for a bit of My very own fantasizing and it also helps Me to set personal goals, starting of course with building My shoe collection. Of course I got onto this as soon as I could with the help of the money slut I had before he decided to just rudely disappear.

My fabulous Kurt Keiger mules. The real leather soles smell divine and they look fabulous with My skinny jeans and pink corset.

These sexy little numbers are also by Kurt Geiger and as soon as I slip them on My mood completely changes. Stunning!

As I have briefly mentioned the money slut I had decided to disappear without a word so I can only assume that everything he professed to Me before he went was a total lie. He showed great improvement and made Me so ridiculously happy with the journey he was making and the way he treated Me, right up until he lied about posting cash and then subsequently disappearing. I felt we could have had a fabulous relationship and not just on a monetary level but the fuckwit has screwed all that up. 

It could have been so beautiful but you have fucked it up haven't you fuckwit? I am sure you'll come crawling back when you realise what you're missing, but will you have what I want in order for Me to even consider taking you back?

My darling yesmiss has been on sick leave for  a while and I miss him so much. I chat with him if even only briefly at least once a day. The poor boy has a torn shoulder and although he tried to be a hero and rush back to work he has done himself no favours and is of course in agony once again. This is not allowed as I didn't cause said agony lol. I can't wait for him to be back to his old self ready to take his place back at My feet and following ALL of My orders once again. Get well soon yesmiss xx

Oh yesmiss, how I miss these days :(

In among all of this I have had little Olive back with Me as usual on his slutty little hands and knees begging for orgasms. He has had to forgo alcohol while watching a football match with friends, has had to sleep in sexy lingerie, drank his own pee albeit with some slight protestation and he has completed a writing task. He is currently awaiting his latest task in order to earn another orgasm. Dirty little dicked slut just cannot keep his filthy paws off that tic tac of his and I have no idea why? It's pathetically small.

I know you've all seen his tiny little cock on My SPH wall but I thought I'd remind you, apologies for any offence it may cause. You can also see what a dirty little slut he is in his sexy lingerie for bed and drinking his own urine. Don't worry Olive i'll get back to you asap.....maybe lol

My gorgeous little macperv is back for more blackmail and little does he know what he's letting himself in for this time. I am certainly going to up the anti and I am looking forward to tomorrow night when I get to take control of his perving and gain access to his computer via team viewer and set all the parental controls on it. He has also joined Me on where he will be making an effort on there to please Me, another thing he knew nothing about. Welcome home My boy!

I have also yet to have the pleasure of making My collection from orgasm denied money servant rob, this is something that always makes Me moist and very very happy! No matter how short lived it is. Having him count out the lovely notes in front of Me is a bit like foreplay for the main event when I get to take possession of it and then the fun really begins.....what to spend it on?

There is now a space for one very lucky financial slave in My stable. I am not looking for another blackmail victim unless you are the aforementioned missing money slut, I just need someone to show me they know what financial servitude really is. Someone who will be there for me to wallet rape and abuse at the drop of a hat. Someone who will humiliate themselves and follow tasks purely for My amusement. If you think that is you then email me on and please for the love of god think before you write! I will not be replying to those who have no idea what they are doing or those who have no idea on how to mail someone politely.

So to my outing at MARS; I have been learning a lot about breath control and meeting some fabulous new friends as well as hanging out with some of My wonderful friends I've known a while. Also the last time I went to MARS I gave a demo on how to do a basic pedicure. I had a lovely little foot perv following My instructions in the demo sadly he had to practice on another male subs feet as the Ladies were either ticklish or had already had their feet done. I guess it wasn't the wank bank experience he thought it as going to be but he did take away some very valuable knowledge which will enable his fetish to become something useful for a Superior. 

Sessions with My best friend Miss Tillysue have been on hiatus for a long while as there has been a change of location for her chambers and I have also had pressing family issues to attend to. However I seek to change this issue in the near future and resume the fun, games and deviant debauchery with My fiendish femme fatale friend.

We know that you boys are dying for this dazzling duo to get back into action so watch this space!

Time with My husband has been really limited of late and as such we still haven't managed to get started on his maid training, I am chomping at the bit to get on with it and I know he looks longingly at Me when we have 5 mins spare but that 5 mins usually gets taken up with chat and 'normal' chores. I cannot wait to be able to get him all dressed up and started on his protocol and duties. I will admit that I am still a little apprehensive about seeing him fully dressed up but I am sure I will get used to it and even love it eventually. He is still denied, unsure of how long it is now but I suspect if I asked him he would know down to the last second lol.

So apart from trying to get money together for My next holiday (my real holiday, I'm disregarding the last attempt) You can help here , I have nothing else to add right now. So I hope you have enjoyed the read and I shall keep you posted with any new updates.

Miss Beth xx

Sunday, 9 June 2013

One Of MY Ultimate Fantasies

I get sick and tired of having unsolicited emails with fantasies in graphic detail drop into My inbox so I thought I would share what I personally would love. A day in the life if you will.

I wake up at My alarm to be greeted by My sissy maid serving me a cup of tea in My favourite china mug. Catch up on all things twitter/facebook/emails while having My drink and then off to shower where I emerge to soft warm towels held by My sissy maid. Back to the bedroom where she helps me to dress and then I unlock the slave from his cage and order sissy maid to bring his water and food bowls.

Next a knock at the door as My Financial/Shopping slave arrives to take me out. Chores are given to the sissy maid and DIY jobs given to the slave and then when they've finished ordered to kneel by their last job to await My return.

Meanwhile chauffeur driven to the mall by My money slave for intense shopping, lunch, drinks and a spot of public humiliation being ordered to get his credit card out and pay for each and every item I hand to him. I ensure that I pick each item very carefully and the price announced upon inspection so that the little worm can mentally calculate how much of his hard earned cash I am spending.

Then back to the car with him trailing behind with ALL of My shopping bags and then the journey home where I am greeted by two kneeling servants and a completed list of jobs/chores. Money slave is ordered to take the bags to My bedroom where he gets the privilege of peeking into My sanctuary, upon his return he is locked into chastity and then dismissed until the next time.

Next I turn My attention to My slave and send sissy maid to My dungeon room to set up My equipment specific to My requirements and then she is ordered to change into a rubber outfit and wait for Me in the corner of the dungeon where I arrive with slave on all fours with a lead attached to his tongue.

Then commences a delicious session whereby the lucky boy gets to endure exquisite pain for Me to make Me happy in all manner of ways ranging from CBT to caning, electrics to enclosure, tease and denial to tickle torture. All the while sissy is handing Me all the implements I require. Then as I finish the session with some gentle after care sissy maid is sent to prepare My meal.

After I have eaten and the boy has been given My scraps, I relax with a glass of wine while he massages My feet and sissy maid sits with Me to chat about the day she has had and we discuss to duties for tomorrow. 

Then she is sent to ready My bed and sleeping attire while I attach the boy to the bottom of My bed for his night of sleep deprivation. When he is in place sissy is excused and sent to bed. I then crawl into My king size bed and snuggle down under the soft fresh sheets bidding the slave a good night and telling him just how fabulously comfortable the bed is especially after a very hard day. Minutes later I'm fast asleep whilst he is tied by his balls to the bottom of my bed wishing he was allowed to get in it, instead he can only stand and watch all night as I enjoy a blissful nights sleep.

Friday, 7 June 2013

My Real Holiday - Wallets at the ready boys!

Now I know you have read that my last holiday was a big pile of c**p so this is where you get the chance to help me achieve My original goal. A nice relaxing, de-stressing holiday. One where I can escape from it all and not incur any major unexpected costs.

It's not a large goal admittedly, I am a woman of simple pleasures (for now).

Would be good to see at least £50 there before the end of tomorrow. I wonder if anyone will/can be bothered?

Thank you in advance to those that do help with this mission of mine and if you want to message Me with your email address/name on the payment and the amount you gave, I shall reward* the boy with the largest donation.

*reward to be discussed and agreed

Mourning or Moving On?

I know not a lot of Ladies like to admit that they have feelings for their boys whether they be on line or real time service but it's a fact, we actually do. We aren't all ice maidens all of the time and if we are it's usually as a result of a boys behaviour.

When I say feelings, I don't mean of a sexual nature but I mean with regards to a friendship, relationship, motherly nurturing type feelings. We get right into the very soul of our boys, well we do if we do things properly and we can become privy to some very intimate details. We get to share a part of their life that sadly, many partners, do not get the honour of seeing and experiencing. 

It's almost akin to the feeling you get when you know you're the 1st person someone has kissed etc. I know that all sounds very romantic and so completely not what Domination is 'supposed' to be about but if many of us said we didn't feel like that we would be down right liars.

So you have a boy under your control, you have highs and of course you have lows (it's called a learning curve/training) but you non the less become a very big part of each others lives albeit, in the main, a secretive part. Then one day out of the blue ...... nothing! No contact. Just silence. No explanation, just unanswered emails.

Where do you draw the line? Do you keep emailing to ask if they are ok? Do you email to say you need them to reply? Do you email them calling them all the names under the sun? Or do you do nothing? Just shrug your shoulders and say "easy come, easy go" and move on to the next boy?

Of course you feel betrayed, disappointed and let down even though you wouldn't dare to admit it but sadly there's not a lot you can do. We don't get the same rights as (ex) partners have, we don't always have the luxury of having a mobile number to call and inquire, but what we can do is learn from it. Take what lessons you can from the experiences you had with that particular boy and put them to good use.

Will we not end up like this again with another boy in another time? Of course we will, when you stop caring it's time to stop doing this.

Saturday, 1 June 2013

I'm Back!

That's right I'm back from my holidays. I know you've all missed me so very much (sarcasm) so fret no longer.

Ok so the holiday, in brief, was crap. I am not going to go into a long and uninteresting account of it but suffice to say I'm pissed off that I worked hard to pay for it and it turned out as badly as it did. In fact I've come back feeling even more stressed than I was before I went and I was pretty close to medication then lol. So in light of this there will be an opportunity for the good boys here to help pay for My second bite at the cherry in a couple of months, details to follow at a later date.

As well as the holiday being crap I was completely pissed off with some boys attitudes. Selfish bunch of pathetic idiots!!

That's right Miss Beth just got mad, doesn't happen often but I am completely fucking annoyed with the way that some boys behave (obviously not talking about anyone at findomsandbeyond). I go away for a week, aside from being really ill over Xmas and having a berevment to deal with at the same time I haven't taken any time out from My commitments with My boys and when I do I get tantrums and strops.

So as a result of this I have suspended 3 boys from My collection for a short while, give them time to think about their unbelievably selfish actions. If they run whilst they are on hiatus then so be it, they were obviously never meant to be.

I'm not usually one for writing negative posts and I was hoping to come back from My holiday rejuvenated and full of the joys of summer but alas it didn't happen. Never mind, I've said what I needed to say and now it's time to move on so with that in mind, if anyone here wants to help to cheer Me up feel free to send me a little something from My wish list .

At least the weather was nice and nothing could spoil the view I had every day.